I want to wish a happy birthday to a very special person.
Someone who was my very best friend. Someone who I never wanted to say goodbye to. Someone who was always on my mind whenever we were apart. Someone who was the prettiest girl I had ever seen, only matched by a beautiful little baby girl who was born a few years later.
Someone who was my soul-mate; brought into my life by the spirit of the Lord; until I ruined it.
Someone who so completely changed my life by her coming into it. Bringing more love, happiness, joy, affection, laughter, beauty, motivation, determination, meaning and purpose into my life than I have ever known. Someone who did for me the greatest service one person can do for another, by holding my hand as she introduced me to a life immersed in the spirit of the Lord, righteous living, and the blessings which come from it. Someone who I knelt across an alter from, in the house of the Lord, and made eternal promises to. Only for me to foolishly, selfishly, irresponsibly break years later.
Someone who gave me the greatest, most important, inspiring gift I could ever be given; the birth of a precious, blue-eyed, little baby girl. Somebody who loved me, supported me, believed in me, respected me and kept faith in me, until my selfish decisions and sins made it impossible to continue to do so. I'm sorry for the many nights you both waited up for me to come home; I'm even more sorry for all the many nights I didn't. I'm so sorry for letting you both down, for destroying your trust and taking your love for granted. I'm deeply sorry for all the pain, tears, anguish, heartache and suffering I've caused.
For all I've put you through since I strayed from our promises: I'm so sorry for ruining everything.
I wish you a happy birthday, and pray your days are happy; you deserve to be.
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Leave me alone. Do not contact me. Im done with you. you had your chance.
ReplyDelete~a fed up daughter.
My guess is this post is about Chris' ex-wife, not his daughter.
ReplyDelete-Danica
Nope. His daughter.
ReplyDeleteI accept your apology. But again. You had your chance to be with me. Let me go now. Im not going to guilt trip you, or yell. I'm better than that. I'm sorry for what you did too. Yeah, I miss it too, and Gaga, and the pool. But those days are over and i've moved on. I'm not 6 anymore D.A.D. You chose your friends and your drugs over me. Now I'm choosing to live my life without you. I'm sorry. I love you. I hate the decisions. I know you're strong enough to repent and get better. But I won't follow you. I'm going to marry a man that can take me to the temple and keep his covenants. I love you dad. Goodbye.
ReplyDeleteMenley.