I love my daughter.
I am grateful she accepts my apology; it gives me hope for our future. It meant a great deal to me to "hear" her say that she still loves me. Considering all I ruined, my fear of losing her love for me has been my biggest fear of all.
I'm sorry beyond words for what I did that caused us to be separated, but I hope she knows that I never, ever gave her up in my heart and mind. Anyone who says otherwise is simply not telling the truth.
My mistakes were 10 years ago. I am not that person anymore. Heavenly Father has quite literally given me a second chance at my life and it was his Words of Wisdom I broke. I hope to use this second chance to earn her forgiveness and a second chance in her life.
I know she's upset with me; she's got every right to be. I messed up everything. I hope she knows I would do or give anything to change that. I pray that someday I can. However, there is nothing to "fear"; if she still doesn't want me in her life, I'll respect that.
I hope to get a B.O.M. I wish the missionaries would send me one. Our chaplain's seem to be unable or unwilling to get me one. There are plenty of Qurans to go around, but no B.O.M.'s.
I know she'll keep up the good work in her schoolwork, music, sports and her church activities. She's always made me proud to be her dad. I hope she's enjoying her junior year and that she and her mom had a great Holiday Season. I think of her always, miss her so very much and I love her unconditionally.
Forever Her Dad
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